Time Gone too fast

And suddenly its already the last week of February, time is gone too fast for me, i barely feel, i barely understand what happen. Idon't know when it start, maybe the last two years when the job is got pretty demanding with me doing all the secretarial jobs without any partners (i gone solo from the first time, but the jobdesc is quite wider for the last two years), i always came home terribly exshausted, having no energy to play with the kids. So its also start from two years ago i guess i wake up with the anxious feeling and the burden inside my heart, i don't know the reason as i look inside maybe its too complex, Jakarta, my job,the hectic situation,the pressure,and me being too far from family :(

Luckily now i have two female friend in the office that at least listen to all situation i have-since mostly we dealing with the same burden pressure all day long, over the years then it quite help to have such betsies around.

Tadi aku mo ngomong apa yah?
Sorry the post delayed for professional reason, i have something to be done, ya pokoknya itulah. Akhir akhir ini sering terbangun juga di malam hari cuma untuk memandangi wajah wajah damai my girls which sleep on their slumber. Tempat tidur kecil yang ditempati mereka mulai kependekan, ica udah smakin panjang kakinya begitupun Rania. Ah..they're just too sweet and adorable.

The reason to survive are them - i know it sounds selfish to act like that to bring all those reason why to do this why to do that because of the kids,i know, im kinda sloopy on that, but the truth is beside that's they were always the reason, they also the wisest face i ever seen. Anytime i feel so low , loose confident, loose hope i just turn to their face , seeing so much hope and courage on their face, then i have enough energy again to walk forward.

Oh again, back to the topic, Just a little update that the end of this month hubby might will place on Kerayaan Island, in the southern Kalimantan, a very remote area without-as he said connection ,i guess another burden add. But i will survive.