Not Brave enough

I was am on level 9 out of 10 anxiety now, i just don't feel connected anymore to this place, its killing to drag my feet every single morning to this place. I'm doomed, i'm too stress, i don't feel i'm belong to this place. There's no one in this place supporting me to rid this feeling since as long as i know everyone is feeling the same burden.

To submit the relocation proposal wasn't easy thing also although for many many times i try to brave my heart to do it, just do it . You have nothing to loose anyway, if this doesn't work at least you have try, but i don't do anything just yet. My husband letter showing that he relocate to Surabaya only scattered in my desk need my big brave action to put it in to massive letter regarding my plan and my willing to relocate.

I just couldn't do it with this level of stress

I'm jus too tired

I'm devastated, i don't know what to do

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