Something is change within me. I lost my inner peace that's for sure, everyday is a torture.
I know it sounds dramatic, but this place is changing me, the situation is not condusive anymore around. One by one my colleague is leaving, more others is thinking about leaving, some others is having scholarship chasing higher degree.Not that leaving is easy its nightmare to propose relocate, many drama involve, i mean i know what i'm saying , believe me >,<.
Yesterday Ulong was crying at mushollah , couldn't bear anymore the pressure she had working in this place-working with his bos-, she's complaining that after doing her partner job which got sick and another partner whose enrolling to master , still her supervisor couldn't appreciate her more, instead giving her much more unrealistic reason why she's not remind him about many things (that on Ulong side suppose to be HIS own responsible to memorize). Bener2 gak masuk akal!
The week earlier on Friday things got bad also, i just knew it that the big boss is sending BBM to all DD that he more than upset and unhappy to see many staff ' dianggap memanfaatkan surat tugas'. HAHA!! Bodoh sekaliiiii, asal tau saja, kami tidak ditugaskan untuk konsinyering ataupun sosialisasi akan sangat sangat senang. Memanfaatkan? Yang bener ajah!! orang tiap bisnis trip isinya pressure juga, Ngaco deh!!
Hufft...Deep breath deep breath.....
Capek ati deh gini terus huhuhu, pengen pindah pengen pindah . Allah, please show me the way, i just couldnt be like this for the rest of my life kan?
Lost the mood to continue,
Nanti deh ya aku nulis lagi
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