As i recall back...

Kalau Allah mengijinkan, semester 2 tahun ini kami sekeluarga akan segera pindah ke Malang, for a better life, for better living and environment, for better health for all family members, for the healthier social life...For the sake of goodness

If i recall back years ago, on 2001 when i went to Jakarta after the announcement of STAN , it was excitement, for the first time in my life i wil live away from my parents, a new experience those what i thought. And then 3 years after having the college graduation i was lucky enough to be put in Jakarta (so that what they said , since everyone is avoiding to be put on remote area where all the vertical office located). It was...so was...so old..so yesterday

The feeling of excitement is loosing through many years, Jakarta is too cruel for a mother like me, for a wife like me. I barely breath, i am loosing hope, for most time i feel desperate with the hectic situation. Okay, maybe its not only about Jakata, maybe its just me, my daily life in the office whose taking too much, the life is getting on the toll roads and i couldnt help my self to stop to pull over a while..

Maybe i just should move, to some places where family is always around -or near, when the traffic is not as packed as Jakarta, where the fresh air is free, where my heart is calm enough

Will be turning 30 next year, i really should pay more attention to the health, been on bad condition after the TBC disease 4 years ago..so believe me i know what i'm saying when i say this to you. Your health is more important comparing to those big bucks you have when you work in Jakarta (not that i have millions of salary in here hahaha)..*thats a mental note *

Anyway, should go back to work now, been occupied the time by collecting some photo from the office server so anytime i miss Jakarta (read: the office) all i need is clicking the blog.

Ciao..have a nice day